Eeeek thirteen weeks! I’m not sure if i’m over the moon, piss my pants happy/excited OR freaking out, shit my pants nervous.
The weeks are flying and i’m feeling less pregnant by the day which i’m all for. Although i did have a relapse and spontaneously throw up whilst brushing my teeth the other night, what a waste of brushing that was, i was too exhausted to brush my teeth once, never mind twice. And the bruise from where my midwife took my bloods and finally gone! I no longer look like a desperate junkie!
I’m starting the get the very beginning of what will soon be my bump and it is utterly bizarre! It feels so hard and round and plump, i absolutely love it! My boyfriend is convinced that it’s either a huge poo waiting to happen or a food baby half the time but i can’t keep my hands off it! I’ll be walking round and find myself rubbing away at my plump teeny bump. At this stage i probably look like a woman who’s had the best meal of her life and is very satisfied by this.
Now to catch you all up on recent events…
At the weekend i went to my boyfriends, mums 40th birthday party. Now, to warn you all, i do not cope well in social situations and i can’t help but make this obvious, not on purpose, but it’s obvious when i look shy and nervous, it’s like my boy language looks like an audible scream in body language form. I’m completely fine in these situations if i have a few vodka’s in me, being preggers and all, i couldn’t do that.
So i’m stood waiting to take my seat looking like i want to jump out of the nearest window and clinging to my boyfriends arm as though he was my source of life.
I was getting introduced to every Tom, Dick and Harry, it didn’t help that i was wearing a girly, floaty dress that wasn’t black like my usual attire and i had my hair down and wavy. (you’d usually find me wearing something all black and baggy with a beanie hat) Everybody was fascinated by my tattoos as well, someone even took a picture of my legs which of course made me go bright red and curl up into my boyfriend like i was a hedgehog.
I then proceeded to sit in a dark corner with his little brother and roommate for the rest of the night. Don’t get me wrong, i did enjoy myself….Once i got past the crippling nervousness.
In other news, i done my first proper tattoo today! I got to do one of my own designs which made me even happier! I also get to do BMO from Adventure Time tomorrow which is just perfect for me.
Right now my life is pretty much perfect, i’m the happiest i’ve ever been and it is, no doubt, all because of my boyfriend. I couldn’t be happier that i’m having this amazing mans child and i know for a fact that i wouldn’t be where i am today if it wasn’t for his help and support, he’s truly given me something to strive towards and he’s given me everything i could of ever wanted and then some. I know i get mushy about this guy a lot, but he truly is just a truly brilliant guy that has my heart and everything else.